Am I manic or just really productive?

Hypomania can produce amazing things, and I believe that a lot of great things come from the racing thoughts, the drive, the passion that overtakes those of us experiencing hypomania. The ability to see connections in every fucking thing, how colours become so much more vivid, how ideas take flight! Hypomania is great! When I … Continue reading Am I manic or just really productive?

What’s a psych ward like?

Movies and pop culture like to portray the mentally ill as some kind of other worldly creature- romantic to some and frightening most of the times.. historically the mad have always been seen as fascinating, and I can see why, madness can be expansive and the line between transcendent and delusion is also culturally formed. … Continue reading What’s a psych ward like?

Suicide Safety Plan

Writing a safety plan for moments of intense emotions can help to mitigate the lethal effects of bipolar disorder. A suicide safety plan should be something you feel comfortable doing. Suicides can be impulsive acts or deliberated ones. If you have been thinking about suicide for a long time, you need professional help. These are … Continue reading Suicide Safety Plan

I’m feeling suicidal

Suicidal feelings are very normal and common in bipolar disorder. Who wouldn't be exhausted from the ups and downs, from thinking you're better and suddenly finding that you're not? From the thought that for the rest of my life, I'll have this disease and there is no cure. I want you to pause. I want … Continue reading I’m feeling suicidal

Treatment Plan

A combination of pharmacotherapy (meds) and psychotherapy (therapy, counseling) is recommended for the treatment of bipolar disorder as the mood disorder uniquely affects the patient's life experience. When I was first diagnosed, I was put on a low dose of lithium and had my blood levels monitored. However, my disorder was already in the acute … Continue reading Treatment Plan